Вдова Дмитрия Марьянова: «Хотелось лечь и умереть» Ksenia BIK openly talked about how experienced a bereavement. After the sudden death of the known actor of theatre and cinema with his wife went to work. Xenia works as a psychologist and serves as a consultant to the women’s project.
Вдова Дмитрия Марьянова: «Хотелось лечь и умереть»

Hard to believe, but since the death of the actor it’s been three months, he died of thrombosis on 15 October at the age of 47 years. During all this time, Ksenia BIC has become almost the only intimate person who wasn’t interviewed and not screaming about their feelings. She was left alone with the loss. Just their with Dmitry’s daughter Anfisa. The widow decided to break the silence and shared with “StarHit”, how to overcome despair and found a job.

By profession she is a psychologist, so accustomed to analyze what is happening with a positive and professional points of view. However, the tragic events have shaken the principles.

“My favorite phrase that the most productive in the world as sorrow, as it is impossible by the way reflects my life situation, – told the “StarHit” BIC. – Well, more? Depression, self-pity, unhappiness hoisted, most often a woman, on a kind of needle. You without end regret. All always, yet never get bored, and people just give! And this rust is able to eat you to the ground. No strength, no desire, no time. Worse and difficult to imagine!”
Вдова Дмитрия Марьянова: «Хотелось лечь и умереть»

Xenia admits that she was visited by horrible thoughts. “The most stupid of all possible scenario is to lie down and die right there on the couch, continues the heroine. And God would be with him if you are one! And if the kids? So I don’t come up with anything better than using force and without the slightest desire for the first time to get a job in Moscow. For the first time. Without connections and help.”

At the moment the widow of the artist works as a psychologist in one of the agencies of the capital. In parallel, BIC acts as an expert in the charity project “Let yourself.” The participants share stories about happiness, their main mission is to inspire women to change their own destiny. Next meeting will be held in Moscow on 17 January, the restaurant, La Verona.

“Did I have wings? asked Xenia. – Unable to answer the words of my client, which in 17 years, building a successful modeling career, appeared in a wheelchair after falling from a horse. She said, “But now I will be on hand!”