Journalists like to stir up the past, and for good reason! Tatler magazine decided to ask Nicole Kidman about her affair with Tom cruise and learned something interesting. Over time, the unpleasant things are forgotten, and remembering it becomes much easier. So Nicole with pain told about the miscarriage, which occurred when she was married to Tom.

50-year-old Kidman graced the cover of the July issue of the publication. “I know a yearning. That same longing. This is a huge, aching longing. And loss! About the miscarriage did not say. This is a great sorrow for women. I had a huge pain and, on the other hand, great joy. Having experienced so much anguish and pain, I screamed with delight when I found out that I have a child,” said the actress in an interview.

Only two known pregnancies Kidman married cruise, one of which was ectopic. It happened early in the relationship stars. For some time the media mistakenly wrote about ectopic pregnancy as a miscarriage. In 2007, the actress made clear in an interview with Marie Claire. “The publication, spread the news, erroneously reported the miscarriage… I had a miscarriage at the end of the marriage, but still happened ectopic pregnancy early in the relationship with her husband. It was a big trauma for me,” said Nicole.

Have a baby the actress are in a second marriage — July 7, 2008, came to light Sunday rose, which Nicole gave birth to the Australian singer Keith urban. 28 Dec 2010 the couple had a second daughter, faith Margaret. The second child was carried and born to a surrogate mother. Marriage with Tom cruise, recall, Nicole adopted two children, a daughter Isabella Jane and son Connor Anthony.

Recall that in the distant 1990, the year Nicole Kidman and Tom cruise were a couple. Then the actors were married, which, they believed, was to last until the end of their life. But unfortunately did not happen: in 2001, it became known that the family is falling apart. The fans were shocked. However, and Nicole herself didn’t think about this outcome. But now, after 16 years, Nicole says that it was expected as married cruise she went as a child (at age 23) and 27 became the mother of two children (adoption).

“Look back — what? Divorce is the saddest time of my life. I never felt so alone,” says Nicole, Recalling that when in 2003 she received the “Oscar” for the film “the Hours”, she doesn’t even have anyone to share the joy: “It was at that moment why-that especially sharply realized how much grief and sadness accumulated in me during the marriage and how terribly lonely to me now.”