Michelle Rodriguez is trying to accept the death of his friend and colleague Paul Walker. In the documentary The Reality of Truth, which tells about the consequences of taking drugs Ayahuasca (drink, causing an altered state of consciousness, – editor’s note), the actress is making very pessimistic statements that bother fans of Michelle.

Must say that when I lost the Floor, then the next year I was like an animal. What I could do physically to distract yourself from what is happening? To distract from how life is impermanent, and that at any moment we can just disappear? How do I get through this? I did my best to hide. Will tell you that after Ayahuasca I soalala that Paul left me here. I mourned his death, but rather was jealous that he went first

admits Michelle.

Michelle Rodriguez

In the documentary the actress explains that first the drugs made her “Wake up”, and then “destroyed everything she knew.”

Earlier, 37-year-old star said in an interview that after the death of Walker in November 2013, she is very grieved the loss.

I started with a drink. Then I started to go crazy. Much of what I did then, I would never have done in his right mind,

said Rodriguez.

VIN Diesel, Michelle Rodriguez, Paul Walker and Jordana Brewster, 2009

When he was alive, we could all see time in two years, and I was enough to know that the world exists my soul mate. When such a person disappears, you at first wonder: “Wait, who am I supposed to stay?”. Then there was nothing that kept me in this world: “What the hell am I still here? Why did he leave without me?”

– emotionally told of Michelle Rodriguez.

Michelle Rodriguez and Paul Walker in “fast and furious”

Paul Walker star of “fast and furious” was killed in November 2013 in Santa CLARITA near Los Angeles. The cause of the accident was serious speeding, 40-year-old actor died in a car crash with his friend Roger Rodas.