The actress commented on its strangeness.
All have long been accustomed to the fact that Kristen Stewart is not a typical representative of the Hollywood crowd. Then she locked the house and refuses to leave it even for the most important cases. Then having an affair with a married man, not too hiding from the omnipresent paparazzi. However, the actress herself admits that living by the rules: “I am really very-very strange. But, damn it, to believe in themselves and to gain sufficient confidence for the selected role, do not need to be a little crazy? Shooting sometimes last only 20 days and we need time to fully immerse in her character. It hurts me badly, I lose control, but I’m crazy like you! Like to experience pain, to immerse yourself in the depth of hell. Feel full, although at the end, of course, the feeling that they were in bondage, he returned from prison. I’m a freak, in short. Incidentally, when I started going on auditions, I would be taken only in odd projects that per mile smelled of crazy, but not money.”
Now, after breaking up with Robert Patisson and fleeting affair with the Director of the film “snow white and the huntsman” Rupert Sanders, Kristen has no permanent boyfriend. She admits that experiencing fear and frustration. “My breakup with Robert was very painful. Broken heart, illusions, feelings, emotions that conflicted with reality. Shattered dreams that seemed achievable and loved ones. All this I was in a relatively young age. What I’ve learned? To meditate. To understand what it means to love someone, to consider all the stages of love — the tides, the tides… Now sometimes you look at a few, here they are holding hands and I think: “let’s See what happens with you next year!” Terrible, right? So I try to remember what it’s overwhelming and exciting, all you feel is love, in its heyday, at the beginning of this journey and want to enter again into the river, despite the pain…”
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